if Love don't change the world…Love certainly have changed me…
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Cactus is a symbols of endurance. This cactus I dedicate to those who will take over my post and office. I put it on the table in the office. Hope that endurance will always be their shield later on. I hope things will get better. I hope that people will be happier. I hope the one who replace me will lasts longer than anyone before. I hope love will prevail.
“Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.”
I will long for yesterday…a day that I wish I always have. Now it has come to pass. Now I am living in today. A day that I am totally down.
Yesterday I was genuinely happy…today I am totally down.
Today I am going to return to Kuching. I don’t hate Kuching just I hate the feeling of leaving a place that I had so much happiness.
Today I lose a battle. But never I lose the war. I will still keep on fighting.
Right now I dont really care. What ever happen to myself. I have felt such happiness yesterday…I am really down today. I felt them all.
Maybe I must let go. Then will I find peace. God has plan for me. A plan that I don’t know. Why do God keep it secret from me. I wonder why.
Maybe my hope and prayer too much influence by what happen yesterday. A day of delusion. A day that I believe something that’s not true. A day that too much lies I supply to myself.
And today…I am overwhelmed by the downturn. Overwhelmed by a believe that I created my own. A believe that never was a truth. A believe that I only wish it is true. In other words…delusion.
I feel sleepy. All my body feel weak. I want to sleep and awaken again reborn as someone who have new hope. Hope from God. True hope. Not a vain hope. A hope that will bring me pure happiness. Not a delusional one. Now I close my eyes and pray….May God Blesses us all….Amen.
“The cold and wind and rain don’t know, They only seem to come and go away” – Oasis
Today another colleague of mine leaving my department. The one that new in the dapartment might also leave very soon. All other 3 person also planning to leave as soon as possible. Me? I will always do my best.
A teacher of mine once told the class that If I am to be thrown in the ocean…I will be an island (Kalau dicampak ke dalam lautan akan menjadi pulau). I want to fulfill her prayer.
Will I be an Island here…
He (sit on the left) left…
or maybe…all other in the photo will leave too…who knows what tomorrow brings…
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