Fighting a losing battle
Not surrounded by thousands armies
Not a castle without a moat
Not a city under a siege
Not a war without a thought
An unknown waiting of unknown end
intangible battle untouchable by hand
not of courage not of its wane
not a fight of disputed land
It is of heart and its dwelling
It is of mind’s desires of controlling
All the strength to hold them back
Struggle to keep sanity intact
To know the foe is to know myself
salvaging all the pride that left
Abate damages just to feel safe
This unrequited love is all I have