What if we all gonna die…?

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Lately I have been watching lots of movies. Some of the latest are Terminator Salvation and Knowing. The first is post apocalypse and the latter is apocalypse itself.

What if we know we all gonna die. I got from my friend this link about the 22 July 2009 Tsunami prediction. I know it’s just a hoax but it does make me thinking. Just what if….

What am I gonna do? What are you gonna do? What will others do?

In my current emotional and mental condition, I might just accept everything that coming given to me. Maybe I won’t fight back to survive. I might be the first to die I thought.

But then I think further. What if there is someone I want to protect? What if there is someone that want me to be alive? What if I still have some people that I want to continue seeing? Will I be able to let go my life as easy as I imagine?

My whole life I never appreciate my own life. I just wish that my existence don’t bother other existence. I just don’t want to be nuisance. And sometime I felt that even if I die, my death will be a problem to others. So I guess I just continue living until I can die without giving problem to others.

So what will happen to me if we know that everything gonna end. Or everybody is facing death at their face. Will I give up? Or will I fight back?

I wonder why some people really hard to let go their life. I wonder why some people has a very strong will to live. What drive them? What is their motivation? What binds them to the world so strong that they so afraid to die?

Is dying that horrifying? If one day I survive to tell the tale, I would blog about it.