Why I left human world – story of elvinado
Around 4 years ago, I decided that I will not involved in human world. I decided to left human and be friend with machine and non-living things. So off I went.
I was long time ago and I already forgot the reason why I actually left. Now I am almost back into human world and it reminds me about all those reasons.
As I always was and always will be, I admit that I am a nerd geek or at least with the strong characteristic of one. Out of 100 who meets me, 99 will say that I am complicated and hard to understand. The 1 percent will say that they can read me like a book.
I also found out that among all those peoples I always know a very little bit more knowledge than they are. The important part is, I want to share the knowledge with them. That is just my nature. I always want to share. I don’t like to give for something in return. But the human world does not work that way. So they HATE me.
I am actually expecting something in return. I only want them to share their knowledge with me, that’s all. But I found out being clever is definitely a sin.
“I am a geek so I don’t care about other people” A mantra that I always repeat in my mind. However I cannot live without thinking about others feelings. A part of me is not just me but all other peoples around me.
So it will be better if I just work alone, hurting nobody and not hurting myself either. It was convinient. Machine never hate me. I crash them I broke them I manipulate them I just ask them what ever I wanted to. Yet those machine never react to me. What a convinience. But, the machine never know to LOVE.
Never been this close
11/2/09 around 11 p.m. We were waiting for the midnight show, loitering around and we saw this beast.


Then I think the owner (maybe the owner) got worried and come over to his beast…then we went away back into my car. We actually set up the tripod to take those two pictures.
Erm…wutta beast…
Someone who can give lots of love
One month
It was exactly one month of a precious experience. I learned the love that I never know once. Now I know what kind of love do teachers have to their dear students or at least a hint of it.
Types of Teachers
As we know there are lots of types of teachers. Some just like to angry for some petty things. Some loves to shout. Some prefer reverse psycology approach. Some slow talks. Some takes popular approach. Some sacrifice their popularity to discipline the students.
Above all, I think that teacher that love their students will be loved by the students. If and only if the teacher has a hint of hatred towards the students, what ever the students do will not satisfies the teacher. Some teacher selfishly believe that students are things to be changed by hook or by crook according to that teacher’s standard. Students are “things” not human. Although I admit some group of students act more like mindless “creature” than human.
It took me half a month…. and Safety & Health Course
Wow it took me half a month to post blog again after claiming I’m returning to blog. So what does it mean?…
Loads of new things…interesting things happen in my life these few days. Just that I don’t really have the mood to write them into words in the blog.
By the way, today is my first day at the Niosh Certificate programme for Safety and Health Officer Course. As far as the first day is concern, it is a quite heavy subject but still, I found it interesting and fun. I really wish one day I will be a certified S&H Officer. And… the presenter told us that this course is actually a diploma syllabus cram into 22 days course. So I’ll be prepared to be fully saturated with new things every day. Tomorrow I will be the first to do the morning presentation about the previous day and the upcoming talks of the day because my name is first in the list.
So tonight…first thing first…I want to send in my resume to Curtin. The closing date for application is 18 Feb and I am already late. Next thing is to prepare for tomorrow’s morning presentation.




