What is worst than perceived as incapability? Pride is the first sin yet every one has one…how could one live without the sense of pride… Maybe that is the best thing a man could live for….a life without pride…one would be happy because even though one perceived as incapable, one just couldn’t care enough.
Who care if one is useless or just a living dead…?
All the pretty circuit (board) girls and…I guess it’s all about them…
Find them in Easel Refresh!!! My photoblog.
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the battery is draining like water. I hope this Legend will live upto its namesake.
Happy Birthday to myself… I guess I will be the second to wish myself happy birthday….
So here I am again…2010…sitting alone in my room again…idle…and hoping for the impossible….Thank you very much!
Hope-full song of a hopeless guy….cause just maybe…..I just haven’t met you yet…I might have to wait I’ll never give up….
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Haven’t Met You Yet lyrics
Micheal Bubble
I’m not surprised,
Not everything lasts,
I’ve broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out,
I get all worked up,
Then I let myself down,
I tried so very hard not to lose it;
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought I thought of every possibility,
And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get~ mmm…….
I just haven’t met you yet.
Mmmmm ….
I might have to wait,
I’ll never give up,
I guess it’s half timin’, and the other half’s luck,
Wherever you are,
Whenever it’s right,
You’ll come outta nowhere and into my life.
And I know that we can be so amazin’,
And baby your love is gonna change me,
And now I can see every possibility, mmmmmm….
Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid, I’ll give so much more than I get, mmmm….
I just haven’t met you yet.
They say all’s fair
in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it,
we’ll get it right an’,
we’ll be united
Instrumental
and I know that we can be so amazin’,
And bein’ in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmmmm
And someday I know it’ll all turn out,
And I’ll work to work it out,
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get.
Oh, you know it’ll all turn out,
and you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven’t met you yet.
I just haven’t met you yet,
Oh, promise you kid,
To give so much more than I get.
I said love love love love love love love…..
I just haven’t met you yet
Love love love …..
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven’t met you yet!
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
-Linkin Park
(Finally I fixed my blog…I can’t log in to the admin site for some reason….)
If nobody is insignificant then will somebody be? Am I a nobody or a somebody?
When I see… why did I felt something that I shouldn’t feel. Who am I to feel what I felt? For I am nobody.
For I never have been somebody. Or… the value of this “me” is actually just a fuzzy imagination created by this same “me”.
Till the end it will always just this “me” and this “me” alone. Thanks for that.
Another Patheticological post….
Battle for this city has lost. Now I need to leave. I will be in exile in a long time. How many cities do I need to lose in my life time. I don’t have much cities to defend left. I don’t like to imagine all I have left taken by the enemies troops. In the end I will be a forgotten king in a piece of land I once founded. But let the time decide what should I do when the time come. But for now, I need to leave. Leaving all the belongings behind. I wish one day I would come back and claim the lands I once lost.
As I expected, the day like today is imminent. I am fighting a losing battle. Like I always do, again today, I will need to let go again. Like Shakespeare said, “Love someone let her go”. Subconsciously, I always did that.
I never been so attached to someone so close (since school). Just enough to know what’s her favorite color, what she can drink and what can’t, what she likes to do, what she loves to do, what she hates, her childhood stories, her clothes, her shoes, her fear, and all other things those I can’t possibly remember consciously.
And today, I vowed, all those things I will put behind and let go. I have done this countless time before. I should have no problem doing this again.
As for today, things have already get complicated enough (at least for me in my heart alone). Never have I planned to get this involved in her. For I never wanted her to be more than just a (good) friend. But if only I can live with rational alone.
Looking at the bright side, throughout these “letting go” series, I have at least learn a lot of what should I do and what not to do. ‘Coz when people get excited, they prone to mistakes and so do I.
I deleted my facebook account, and….after (excruciating) 2 weeks it will gone for good.
I have seen through her and I realized, this is never about me. I don’t know how long would it takes to make me worthy of her Love (practically never). After all I am a practical person. Impossible means impossible. There’s no fuzzy logic involved here. Just simple binary operation where the answer is either “TRUE” or “FALSE”, “YES” or “NO”.
Again, looking at the bright side, at least she taught me to be happy again.
Thanks and Happy Birthday!!!. and……bye…..I’m leaving for your “imaginary Ulu Baram”.
Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt I love.
Hamlet, Act II, scene ii
To be, or not to be, — that is the question: —
Hamlet, Act III, scene i